WKV4560 KUALA LUMPUR 01DF865206 2010-05-20 10:55:00
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Derrrr, memang ah gua pokai kan nak bayar saman kejadah suma.
Pastu dan-dan la timing belt putus.
Oh great.
And I'm in the middle of final exams.
Life is so wonderful.
In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful.
I used to love laughing back when I'm a teen but since I hit the big two-oh, I find it hard to laugh as purely as before.
There always a bit of hypocritical here and there.
…and lots of feeling to be consider.
And when I think back…
"Why fucking bother? Do they ever consider my feeling?"
I'm gonna live my life, the way I want.
I'm gonna have fun, my way.
I'm gonna achieve everything that I got worked up for.
I'm gonna deliberately wreck people's life if they try to fuck up with mine.
And I don't care much on what others might think about me.
In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful.
Dear ex-bestfriend…
…who I missed soooo much.
is there any room for me to be your friends again?
Ok lately ni aku so in love with the Glee nye songs.
Rasa macam lagi fresh lagu-lagu yang diorang nyanyikan semula.
They definitely give the songs new flava'.
Try la download, type aje 'Glee Cast'.
Wehuuuuu~
Basically diorang ni ala-ala High School Musical but with more diversity sbb kat group Glee ni ade all sort of people from the famous to the geeks.
and a lot more matured and real compared to HSM yang terlalu teen.
Hehehe.
Those who haven't heard anything from these guys, u should download their songs like seriously.
Kambeng betul la.
Hari ni for the 1st time in my 2 ½
Bukan saman Majlis Daerah ke Majlis Perbandaran ke, tapi saman polis beb.
Baru je 1 week dapat Atos dah kene saman.
Nasib baik mak tak marah.
Sorry mak T_T
Selama ni aku park kat situ ohkaiiiii aje.
Hari ni niat pergi Taman Midah sebab nak buat kad bank baru.
Tapi akak BSN yang bongkak bermuka sombong tu cakap " Adek, kita nak buku baru jugak…bla bla bla bla… kalau takde tak boleh buat kad baru"
Eh *&^% betul la akak ni.
Pastu nak dijadikan cerita, aku pegi je kat kete dah ade 'Love Letter' berwarna putih kat wiper.
Wah memang gembira sampai nak melompat-lompat tepi jalan la rasa nye kan.
Tahniah Sarah!!!!!!
*sounds of threehundredsringgit flapping awaayyyyyyy*
In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful.
Tadi secara tak sengaja aku terbukak document yg di-email dari seorang rakan lama di INTEC dulu.
Rakan yang pernah aku sayangi, dan masih aku sayangi hingga saat ini.
Siyesly memang mengimbau kenangan lalu, menusuk ke kalbu.
Kenangan yang tak mungkin akan berlaku lagi.
Tah dia ingat lagi ke tak, aku pun taktau.
Dalam tengah sibuk study nak final boleh pulak aku bersedih-sedih sebentar.
Aku sedih sebab aku dengan dia bukan lagi sahabat baik yang saling menyayangi seperti dulu.
Aku sedih sebab aku dah tak jumpe dia lagi.
aku sedih sebab kitorang bergaduh.
Aku sedih sebab I can't be there for her and same goes for her.
Aku sedih cuz I've lost someone so dearly to me.
Seorang kawan yang aku sayang sangat.
But now I do realize yang Allah itu lebih menyayangi aku.
Kasih sayang Allah lebih besar dari kasih sayang seorang manusia.
Allah is always there for me, and for everyone else.
HE has plenty of love to share with us.
Kasih sayang-Nya tak terhingga.
Allah beri aku ujian, aku pernah gagal.
Aku terperdaya dengan kejahatan dunia
Aku termakan hasutan iblis.
Tapi Allah tak pernah marah aku.
Allah tak pernah pergi meninggalkan aku, tak pernah melupakan hamba-Nya yang lemah ni.
Allah masih sayang aku apabila DIA menunjukkan aku jalan yang benar.
Walaupun aku pernah keciwa dengan dasyatnya, Allah beri kebahagiaan dalam bentuk yang lain.
Ye, aku pernah berasa jauh dari Yang Maha Kuasa.
Jauh dari kasih sayang-Nya.
Aku pernah jatuh ke lembah dosa.
Hanyut dengan perkara duniawi.
Tapi ingat lah disebalik kesulitan, ada kesenangan.
Mungkin masa tu mata hati aku terlalu kotor hingga tak nampak jalan yang ada.
Dan kini dengan izin-Nya, aku bertatih kembali.
Aku dapat rasa yang hidup aku ini lebih bermakna.
Betapa ruginya masa-masa lalu aku dulu yang jauh dari Pencipta Alam.
Betapa ruginya aku mengharap kasih sayang insan manusia bergelar sahabat sedangkan cinta Allah Yang Maha Pengasih itu lebih manis.
Lebih nikmat.
Lebih bermakna.
Bukan bermakna aku tak sayang kawan aku…bukan…
Tapi aku faham sekarang yang aku kena sayang kawan aku kerana Allah.
Setiap hari aku berdoa kepadaNya agar diperbaiki hubungan persahabatan kami yang tercalar akibat terlalu mengikut kata hati.
Setiap hari aku berdoa agar persahabatan aku dengan sesiapa sahaja diberkati dan diredhaiNya.
InsyaAllah.
*Aku tak rindu pada kita yang dulu, tapi aku rindu nak berkawan baik dengan kau semula*
Oh why you look so sad
The tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
Cause I've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
So if you're mad get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you
When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
Cause even if you're wrong
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in into you darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
And when, when the night falls on you, baby
You feeling all alone
You won't be on your own
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in into you darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
Oh I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
*So so soooo in love with this song dari dulu. Dah macam-macam version aku download. How I wish someone will sing this for me. Weheeee*
In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful.
Alhamdulillah.
Syukur sebab aku dapat kereta baru.
Kereta Atos hijau :)
Officially milik aku.
Baru je sampai umah terus aku test drive kereta.
Hehe.
Kereta ni nama mok cuz aku tak boleh beli kereta lagi.
2nd driver nama aku la.
Last year masa 20th birthday dapat kancil, Alhamdulillah tahun ni dimurahkan rezeki dapat Atos pula.
BGM tolak ke fahmi :)
Yela senang Fahmi nak pergi kelas.
Kalau tak asek pinjam kereta mak je sebab nak bawak designer bag saiz A1 mane boleh naik motor kan.
Terima kasih mak!
In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful.
Allah itu Maha Adil.
Di kala aku di timpa masalah, maka Allah bukakan jalan penyelesaian.
Dipermudahkan segala urusan.
Di murahkan rezeki.
Dan diperkenankan doa hambanNYA ini.
Alhamdulillah.
Dikala hati terpalit rasa sedih, ada kegembiraan datang menyusul.
Benarlah yang berkawan itu tidak selamanya tapi keluarga adalah segalanya.
Terima kasih Mak :)
In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful.
Honestly, korang sedih tak if your veryyy bestfriend suddenly didn't contact you.
And your relationship is not as close as before.
As if she's trying to build up a wall in between.
And you don't have any fucking idea why she's behaving like that.
Will you be mad at your so called bestfriend?
Or you'd just forget everything?
Cuz friends are supposed to forgive each other…
What would you do if you were in my shoes??
Will you work things out and try to get your friend back?
Or will you just let it slip away?
And when your friend faced some problem with her boy and when she's searching for you…
Will you offer your shoulder for her to cry on?
The truth is, I'm not so sure of what should I do or how to react.
Why ditch the old one when you found brand new things or people?
People will appreciate things when they realized that the new can never be the same with the old.
We shared lotsa memories and secrets, you and me, senangnye kau lupa.
*Ye tak dinafikan wujudnya insan ketiga disini. Aku tak kisah pun kau ade bf or what tapi pls la don't let him replace me. u totally forgets me when u're happy. Funny cuz bila kau susah, pandai pulak cari aku*
Ya Allah yang Maha Mendengar dan Maha Mengetahui, bantu lah hambaMu ini membuat keputusan yang tepat. Bantu lah hambaMu ini menghadapi segala dugaan hidup ini.
Permintaanku, Ya Rabb, beri lah aku kekuatan untuk melalui segalanya.
Aminnnn~
In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful.
Alhamdulillah.
Settle dah a few works.
I'm done with the 'Analisis Pergerakan' presentation.
and
Last physics lab report for this sem dah submit.
I'm aiming for a solid A for this Physics paper.
Untuk tebus balik kegagalan fly UK tho these are different, but I can feel the urge to score this paper.
Berkobar-kobar.
Mungkin ada classmates aku yang tak berapa suka tengok aku naik sem ni.
Yes I know it by the look in your eyes.
But please understand, takkan kau je nak score.
Aku pun nak.
Aku pun ade mak bapak untuk digembirakan.
Dah la malas nak taip panjang-panjang.
In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful.
Ok, aku over-caffeinated.
Amat sangat.
2 tin Nescafe aku telan tadi.
Demi lab report terakhir aku sem ni.
Jam sekarang dah 5.43 am, alang-alang aku tunggu subuh terus lah.
Memang carik nahas la, esok kelas pack pagi till petang.
Petang tu ade presentation PJM lak tu.
Ya Allah, permudahkan lah urusan hambaMu ini.
In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful.
It's 1st of May.
So…
Happy Labour Day!
And as I'm a pre-service teacher, I'm entitled for a day off too righttttt.
So I'm treating myself with
Yipiiiie!!
I've been waiting for this story and yes, sangat berpuas hati :)
Oh Robert Downey Jr. yang kacak, u made my dayyyy!!
