In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful. Hurmmmmm.
Rasa semacam je if I didn't post anything cat-related.
Huhaaa…
Tapi masa mencemburui saya, dan exam pun tinggal 2 hari je lagi mahu bermula.
So why not upload pictures je kan.
Lagipun a picture tells thousand stories kan?
So sila layannnnn gambar-gambar 3 baby cotton candy saya yang bernama Kirana, Freya and Nala :)
In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful. May you have a blissful life, through and through.
I suddenly feel an urge to cry when I thought of you.
When I read those wishes on your Facebook wall.
And when I texted you a birthday message.
But I'm glad for whatever shit and crap that has happen between us.
Thou it tear us apart but in a sense, it make us grew wiser.
And I already promised myself not to foolishly cry whenever I think about you, and I think I made it through!!
So maybe you should celebrate that!
But it would be hypocrite if I said that I didn't miss you.
I miss you, I miss being your friend.
p/s : Is there any room for me to be your friends again? Cuz I'm honestly would like to try it once again.
p/s/s : and the picture above is taken on our very last hangout on the 8th of August 2009.
In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful. Semalam aku tewas, selepas 2 hari berturut-turut tak tidur malam.
Semalam lepas je meeting blok yg totally has nothing to do with exam, aku terus tidur.
Pukul 3.45 am baru aku bangun semula… lelap kejap… then 4.15 am aku bangun mandi. Bagi segar sikit.
Ya Allah, permudahkan lah urusanku.
In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful. Sejenak tadi terlintas sesuatu setelah membaca PM dari seorang teman.
Why do some people alwayssss think that the world only revolve around them. Hello, the world does not spin and turn around for you and only you.
We all faced problems every now and then but we don't make a big fuss out of it and fret about it all the wayyyyy. We just keep it to ourselves and to our dear friends. Talking bout 'perasan best' yea people. Hehs.
When people talks about us, be it a good or bad thing, its best if we just ignore it. Well, especially if they're the nosy parker and the big mouth types.
What benefits do we get if we talk bad about them? That won't make us different from them. In fact, we'll be just like them, and they'll bad-mouth us back and cycle goes on and on and on and onnnnn…..
Back to the PM from my acquaintance. The way she PM-ed me, its like she thinks that people are eager to know about her, to talk bout her and to gossip about har each and every day. It was like soooo nonsense okey.
The truth is nobody cares that much about you and most of them didn't like you much because you are the one who always bad-mouth your friends. It was so immoral and shameless act for someone who's going to be an educator. But nevertheless, you are still my friend and I feel the urge to advice you.
My only advice for you : open your eyes and see the bigger picture of life. Don't think that you're some sort of super famous celeb like Paris Hilton that everybody wants to know and talk about you. When people talks about you, it's not necessarily they mengumpat you, but sometime they were just asking. Maybe, just maybe you feel a bit anxious because you always bad-mouth people, and you think they'll do the same things to you. Well guess what, not every people have that disgustingly revolting habit of yours.
In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful.
Ya Allah.
Ampunkanlah dosa-dosa aku Ya Allah.
Aku tidak istiqamah dalam mengerjakan suruhan-Mu.
Aku hanyut lagi Ya Allah…
Ye, aku hanyut lagi, tapi tidak sedasyat yang dulu…
Ya Allah Ya Tuhan ku…
Bantulah hamba-Mu yang hina ini untuk melawan segala hasutan syaitan.
Bantulah aku bangkit dari terus lena diulit kehinaan dan keburukan.
Tuhan yang Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Mengasihani…
Ampunkan lah kesalahan dan kelalaian aku dalam menjalankan perintah-Mu dan dalam menjauhi larangan-Mu.
I needed someone who wouldn't judge me…
Who would listen to me…
And who would offer the best solution…
And thus I turn to You, the Almighty.
